Sunday, December 16, 2007

Mistake No. 7

Di na talaga ako natuto.

God, how stupid of me. All guys really are the same. Matapos ang lahat, wala na. At nagsayang ka na ng load, ng oras at ng kilig sa kanila.

Bakit di ko na lang kasi inuntog ang ulo ko sa pader instead na pumayag maging "special friends"? Paulit-ulit na itong nangyayari, I never learn my lesson at all. Palibhasa, I am hoping that one day some guy will fill in this sense of incompleteness. Siyempre, I have to instill it into my very stubborn mind that emoptionally unavailable guys will never be the ones who will be able to do that.

Leche talaga...

And now, to make things worse, I have to face the consequences of my actions. I have to pretend that it was nothing, that like him, I was never serious about what we had, that I never minded the fact that he has changed, that I'm a strong independent woman and I'm okay with all this.

Here goes another one of my best dramatic performances.

You know who you are.

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