Why Me?


Why is it that just when you have decided to get a guy off your mind, he does something that makes your heart pitter-patter once again? He touched my hand, a few seconds of skin-to-skin contact of his hand with my own, and I am like putty in his hands.

Arghhh!

It's just like when you have decided to quit smoking and here comes someone giving you a free pack of cigarettes.

No, seriously. I don't want to be immersed in this madness anymore. I have too many other more important things in my plate. There's the clerkship, my family, my friends, my... ahmm... clerkship again...

So, what if my life is currently boring without a boyfriend? Boys are nothing but migraine-triggers anyway. So what if I have nothing to look forward to after a hectic day at the hospital? I can always sleep off that thought.

So what if I've been in dry season for almost... let's see... forever? So what?!!!

For those who don't get it yet, hello?!!! This is sarcasm at its finest.