Progress Notes on My So-called Lovelife

Maroon Five asked me out!

It was on a group date - or rather, more like a group outing - and it was through text, but he asked me out! As in, he seriously asked me out. He really does like me! Yipee!

Of course, an invitation coming from a charming and extremely flirty successful man like him, who turns out to be my superior, shouldn't be taken seriously at all. It shouln't even count because guys like him spew out invitations left and right like tissue paper.

While here I am, getting giddy all over like a little schoolgirl for being asked out on a date.

Hihihihihi...

It's not as if I could come anyway. It was the day before Christmas so, I couldn't get out of the house anymore.

Thus, I had to say no. Thankfully, he did say, maybe next time we could go out on a date, just the two of us. I just laughed and told him to take care. He asked why I laughed. I didn't know what to say anymore so I ignored his message.

Dammit! I really am giving him the wrong signals here. To think, when I saw him this morning and he made akbay to me, I was too busy to even entertain him so I didn't say anything at all. Shiyet... he probably thinks I'm not interested.

Leche...

I'm totally screwing this whole thing up with him...