Friday, July 21, 2006

Nooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

This wasn't supposed to turn out this way.

I was supposed to be able to get out of this once things become too serious.

Bakit hindi ko 'ata magawa?

Shiyet! I think I have fallen for the fact that he has chosen me over his other girlfiend. For the unexpected cellphone calls. For his wanting to meet my parents. For his wanting to take care of me. For the plans of a civil wedding. For his wanting me to be with him always, the way his mother always accompanies his father wherever he goes. For his checking up if I have eaten my breakfast, noon and dinner. For the hugs and the kisses. For the constant dates in public places. For him not caring anymore if other people might see us. For the "I love you, NYTM."


And for many many many other unmentionable things.


Yes, I have fallen hard. Leche! Hindi dapat mangyari 'to!

Wahhhhh! I'm so screwed.