I am, therefore, I date

Bumped into NotMacho, the inspiration behind "Chronicles of a First Blind Date," at a gimik last night. It takes two of my closest girlfriends for me to realize that he wasn't really all that. In fairness, pumayat siya kasi. And he looked stress-out.

Arghhh!! Who am I kidding? He does have an effem air around him. Must be why we didn't click in the first place. Hehehe...

Speaking of blind date, I finally met one of my textmates that a classmate has been trying to set me up with last week in Ipil. He's nice. There was a little bit of language barrier considering that he speaks Bisaya and I can barely speak in in Bisaya. So, we end up sign-languaging. Hehehe, joke... Actually, he spoke in Bisaya while I spoke in Tagalog, in the hopes that we can both understand each other. Its a litle bit difficult pala to be your true self with someone who doesn't speak the same language as you do. You find yourself unable to crack jokes and make biro, which is basically what I usually do. Yes, I don't take life too seriously. So sue me. Hehehe... But he's nice and gentleman naman. Too bad, Smart siya and not Globe. Hahaha...

I finally got to hear the voice of another textmate of mine. Ang lamig ng boses... I wasn't expecting that. Although I've seen his picture, thanks to Friendster, I never expected a voice like that to come out from him. It made staying up late to wait for him to get home from a gimik and charge his cellphone worth it. Advice ko lang sa'yo, get a new girlfriend! You remind me too much of my post-boyfriend from hell days. She's not worth it, for god's sake! And advance happy birthday, by the way!

So, I finally told a good friend about Lasa. Thank you, Du, at hindi mo ako sinabon ng sermon about him. And you can relate as to why I couldn't resist him. Hahaha... Apparently, he's in the process of pagpapakatino. I don't know nga lang until when niya kayang magpakatino. And yes, I honestly don't know why I'm seeing him and why he's seeing me. I don't know what the hell he sees in me. I don't know if he's actually taking me seriously. I don't even know if I should take him seriously (Although, I want to. Hehehe...). I don't know even how we lasted this long.

Maybe we're both just a little bit lonely.

And a litle bit crazy.

Leche talaga mga lalake, oo. Kailan ba ako seseryosohin ng mga ito? Hahaha...