Three months... and the saga continues


"Bat di ka pa mag-asawa?"
"Kasi di ko pa nahahanap ang right guy for me."
Tama ba namang sabihin ko sa boylet ko yun. Parang diretsahan ko nang sinabing, hindi kasi siya ang lalakeng hinahanap ko.
"Eh, ikaw... bat d ka pa mag-asawa?"
Ang retort ni lalake: "Ewan ko nga rin. Hanggang ngayon, di ko pa rin alam ang sagot diyan."
Nyi! Bumawi sa akin! Hahaha...

Yes.
It is possible to be happy yet discontented in a relationship.
It is possible to be lonely even when you have that special someone.
Or maybe its just because you know very well that you are loving the wrong person and knowing that you are also the wrong person for him to love. Yet, you keep your mouths closed and refuse to accept the inevitable.
Or maybe because fear of being hurt is knocking down my door loudly and I feel myself succumbing to its call. So I choose to hide behind behind this fascade that what we have is nothing but a way to kill time.
When I know very well that it is more than that.

Love makes fools of us all.