Isosorbide Dinitrate


I can feel the tears slowly falling down my cheeks
The lines blur and I keep pressing the wrong keys
I can't work, I can't function, I can't breathe
You occupy my every thoughts
If I could only take back the messages I've sent
But I can't.
Because I'm tired of waiting for you to speak
Tired of swimming in the confusion you have left me to drown
Tired of falling inlove with an uncertainty
For what we were was nothing but a simpole figment of my imagination
You wouldn't speak
Maybe there were just no words for you to say
You kept your voice masked under all the pretentions
When all I needed was for you to tell me
That you love me
So I left.
I can't believe I'm stuck on picking up the crumbs you've thrown my way
When there are others willing to pick up after my own
Others who desire for me the way I desire you
And now I fake my way through every minuyte
Attempting to gather the pieces of what's left in my heart
When I am nothing but dead inside
Everytime I remember how easy it was for you to give me up
I laugh, I joke, I flirt
But I can't let that smile reach inside me
Because the pain is crushing my very core
I am squeezed from inside out
Give me Isordyl
Ten milligrams sublingual
Until I feel no more.

"I love you, punyeta ka, manhid ka ba?"