Walk away, NYTM, dammit!

Leche! I have to get out of this na talaga. I have to set my life straight. Study more, be serious with internship, be nicer to my parents, stay away from non-serious relationships, avoid settling for something less. I guess I should set things straight na lang with Lasa. Ayoko ng ganitong lagi akong pinaiisip. Pinadodoubt ang capabilities ko. Pinagugulo isip ko with the constant "Seryoso kaya to? Nilalaro lang yata ako nito? Totoo kaya yung narinig ko?".

"Sana kahit mag-asawa ka na ng iba, magkikita pa rin tayo."

Crap. Tama na, NYTM. Tama na ang pagiging doormat mo.

Maybe I should start setting my sights on guys who are like his total opposites. Maybe I'd be happier. Maybe my love will be more reciprocated, or at least, valued more.

And I will finally stop feeling sorry for myself for always being that Meantime Girl.

Shiyet... Bakit ba kasi hindi ko maiwan-iwan ito? Di naman siya kaguwapuhan.

And no, BRU, hinde kay grande, okay? =)